It is like that Mistress Wynter , that's what struck me about your words .
I don't think my Lady dishes it out quite to the extent you do though ! Lol
Being a submissive who has slowly become more maso , I find it a hugely emotional moment , a wonderful exchange of gifts. The pain is mixed in with a devotion and desire to please
It's one hell of a cocktail
And as you say, in that moment there's just the two of you and nothing else matters
OMG , I really want to play now ! Lol