Two years ago I had Colon Resection surgery to remove a rather large abscess.
The surgery did not go well , resulting in an temporary ileostomy , a bag and all . I experienced a number of complications. Including having
surgical gauze left inside my wound and sewn up . Intestinal blocks , stomach pumps . Extreme elevated white blood cell count. Horrible skin rash , Thrush ( from the 3 aggressive drugs I was being treated with. A catholic priest came twice for last rights. The situation was grim.
I lost 40 lbs. and was in infectious medicine ICU for over a month.
Think horrific, gruesome, and de humanizing and multiply by ten and that was the landscape.
OK , over two years later and I still have not sessioned , I am pretty healthy now , ilestomy bag gone, running , cutting wood , gardening ,living my homestead lifestyle.
I think I could session physically , would need to be careful around abdomen area. But I am not sure I ever will again.
I am very sensitive about the scares left on my body . I mean , my abdomen is all zippered up. Deep nasty scares from emergency incisions . more rips or rough cuts than incision. Looks like I was in a knife fight and lost. I would be mortified to get naked in front of a Domme.
So that is my experience , probably waaay more info than needed , but it has been a serious life changer for me.
I think you will be fine after some time to heal . Don't rush you have the rest of your life. BDSM will be there when you know you are ready .
Seems life is nothing but a poker game , and i never saw a winner that didn't bet . If you have the cards play em .